Alright guys, it's been a few days. Nothing too big has happened recently. It's been a pretty introspective week for me. I keep remeniscing and all that depressing stuff. I realized yesterday that I missed having my high school best friend around. I was kinda blue, then I wanted to talk to her, and I realized for the first time that it would be weird to just call her up because I was sad. That made it even worse. So yeah, kinda depressing here...
Another thing, I'm thinking of switching my major. That hurts me, because I love English. But I'm not doing really well in my class and that leads me to believe that maybe English just isn't for me. I love the classes but I'm just not exceeding as well as I would like. I'm sure if I buckled down I could do it, but I just don't know if I can do that, I'm too social. I put schoolwork on a second burner (not back, but side). That's no good, but it's the way I've always been. It's like they always say...Old habits die hard...
Anyway, my options are stick with what I got: English major and Spanish minor, English major and Political Science and Spanish minor, Law and Society with an English (and maybe a Spanish) minor or Political Science with an English (and maybe Spanish) minor. You see where this could get tough. Clearly I'm not going to drop English entirely, that would kill me, I'd stop breathing all together. I swear I would. Ugh!! I'm just really confused...I don't know what to do...
I think I'm just going to suck it up and try to be a little more focused next year on my English, if that doesn't work, then I'll switch majors... that's sounds good, right? Right. Well I guess I'm off, I'll let you all know how this turns out, because I am by no means decided now...I know it sounded like I was, but that's just me being all spontaneous...